15/11/2012-- Thursday -- Blood test was PERFECT again that even Dr Lee ( radiotherapy) asked if I had any booster jabs to achieve such scores. Of course it was only by God's grace and all the prayers that everyone of you has sent up!
LS took time off the whole day and even prayed as the needle is going into my wrist. Tears flowed and the nurse was apologetic. Somehow I was quite overwhelmed by the flashbacks of LG and the numerous jabs he had to undergo kept on replaying in my mind like a film projector that had gone cranky. ( Peter delivered lunch for us and the salad was good) Phuay Hua also sent the aloe vera for me in the evening
Later there was a group of 3 evangelists who came over to pray for me but I was getting drowsy from the medication. More tears flowed freely when the elderly gentleman asked me why I became a Christian. I replied that I believed and I have faith! ( my unflinching reliance on HIM)
When God took LG home, I felt that He loved me less than others, perhaps I have not been a good christian and being human I surely will have many many imperfections and weaknesses. I also felt that I was being punished for loving LG more than God.
16/11/2012-- Flushed Face but I still went to JB for lunch with Danzbuddies and had lobster lunch and organic durian. They gave me the choicest part of the fish and everyone has been simply wonderful since my affliction. God has indeed shown his love for me by putting so many people to care for me but he must also surely know that LG is irreplaceable!
17/12/2012--Day 3 -- Zumba session was simply wonderful , the stretches were just what my body needed. Sent Caroline's iPhone to MBS and bone pain starts to set in . Tried to take a walk at Kent Ridge with Lay Bin despite the heavy downpour , managed only half the route as my joints were not very comfortable. After 8 pm Gina delivered gluten-free bread made by Ai Tin-- just nice for tea break before tomorrow's ACM. Prayed that tomorrow will be a better day!
18/11/2012-- Day 4--Did not make it to church as the bone ache has not EASED! When you are in pain and your taste buds are going havoc, its a bad feeling, prayed and rested. Lunch at Genesis with LB , LS and Peter. Felt a bit better after the meal. Somehow if the food you eat is nice, t makes you a bit better even though the taste buds are not functioning properly.Felt even better after he facial and massage at Dawson Place. Phuay Hua sent some more Aloe Vera and advised me to take some calcium pills. Had dinner with the whole family and 4th uncle at Canton Paradise in StarVista-- it was unanimously concluded that we will never eat there again although I must say that eating in a big group does distract me from my stiff joints! The bone aches persist and I prayed for relief and asked God to allay my anxiety throughout the night, couldnt really sleep till past mid night.
19/11/2012-- Day 5 -- After the walk at Kent Ridge, I am beginning to feel like my old self again. Praise the Lord for all the mercies big and small. Visited QSS and delivered my mc coverage till 28/02/2013. However, the medication wore off in the afternoon and so the bone pain is still just as tormenting. Called on God to hear my prayers for relief and healing!
